Friends , Have those days your feet are so heavy with pain , loneliness , guilt , even the feeling of being lost ? I certainly have more than I can count. My feet would feel so heavy and my chest felt like it was going to explode with anxiety to the the point I would just stare in the mirror and say ” now what “.
I was lost on what to do . I prayed and prayed for God to help my thoughts but I felt I was alone and God didn’t hear me .. When I know he did …It took great thought and a sit down with myself to evaluate what was happening. Why was I still feeling this pain and other emotions that were taking over my mind .
After I sat back and looked hard at myself , I figure out what was going on with this calamity in my mind . God was trying to lead me but I was not doing the work , I was not letting him .. I wanted him to take it from me but I did not let him. My flesh and heart was wanting God to just take over but I was not helping myself by allowing this . .I would not move forward when he showed me the path . .
I felt my steps would be so hard that I couldn’t do it . Like my feet would be like stones trying to move .. ..I believe during this moment God lifted my foot to make the first step , even though it was a baby step .. I moved .. I could literally feel me being pushed . God knew I was tired and exhausted , being the good father he is .. God made me work , he made me take the first step to help myself and that was allowing him to do his work ..He was making a path for me to take .. a lighter path .. He lighten my burdens on my mind and I could move !! Each step was easier and easier . There were times I would stop but I would feel that little lift in my step .. I knew that was God pushing me forward pasked my emotions
God is there for us and he will not leave us friends . Let him do his work . Don’t give up !! He knows we hurt and feel loneliness.. Jesus felt these emotions at one time. .. when you feel like you have stones for feet , ask God to give that little lift and next thing you know you have made a step .. A step forward … he has the strength !!!!